the site i am dreaming

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


in a post. I want to be remembered

It Will Get Lighter

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

much more tactility

Worse Lift


Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt


it is hopeful

so an active mazelike process


currently

division of reality is straying away from it

as in

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Better Lift

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13


it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!