i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
Today I felt like starting
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
so an active mazelike process
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
autonomy of learning
god being the centre magnet
and the fake qualifier
bro i read nothing in my life
ahnaf abrar
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
magnetisation/form
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
"Put a blanket."
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
lol
lol yea
like first name
we need to be deconstructing our identities
send your tumblr
idk
abrar?
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
barren land
but i respect your search
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation