i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Today I felt like starting

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

so an active mazelike process

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.


i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

autonomy of learning

god being the centre magnet

and the fake qualifier

bro i read nothing in my life

ahnaf abrar

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

magnetisation/form

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

"Put a blanket."

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

lol

It Will Get Lighter

lol yea

like first name

we need to be deconstructing our identities

your feed looks like my tumblr

send your tumblr

idk

abrar?

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

barren land

but i respect your search

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation