it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

I am below everything.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

It Will Get Lighter

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

really i want the internet

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Thank you, Jack

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

bro i read nothing in my life

feel you

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

hiding from the rain

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

is this you as well


brb i will read and reply sincerely

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

abrar?


we need to be deconstructing our identities