He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

division of reality is straying away from it


Better Lift

no longer writing in the third person


The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

as in



Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


so the method has to be autonomous

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

thank you

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

was it worth it

i really havent

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

It Will Get Lighter

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i want to do that too

so an active mazelike process

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

feel you