was it worth it

Today I felt like starting

It Will Get Lighter

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Better Lift



currently

have you read

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i dont understand magnetisation

its good short few pages

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

no i haven't really read anything