I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

kind of mythopoesis

currently

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

It's

dusk

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Picture

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

it is hopeful

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

hiding from the rain

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

or never left

what do you think my name is

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

so an active mazelike process

ahnaf abrar

bro i read nothing in my life