i dont understand magnetisation
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
Today I felt like starting
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
was it worth it
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
its good
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
you have a beautiful account btw
December 2025
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
is everyoneback on tumblr now
really i want the internet
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
or never left
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it