"Put a blanket."
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
in a post. I want to be remembered
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
i love it here
lol yea
god being the centre magnet
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying