what do you mean

yes

Worse Lift

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

currently

yeah

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

thank you

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

autonomy of learning

i love it here

and the fake qualifier