"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

all that is to say

what do you mean

which magnetises chains of pins

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

no like which do people call me

we can only engage in such a way

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

autonomy of learning

i really havent

as in

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

was it worth it

I am below everything.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

that looks like my instagram account