to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

propensity within someone

not their contents

i see a website

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day. I created this site.

hiding from the rain

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

magnetisation/form

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

I Write Goodbye Letter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

It Will Get Lighter

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i have read not even 1 book

...

fw

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