somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
currently
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
but really the thing should be autonomous
December 2025
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
no i haven't really read anything
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
its good
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
its good short few pages
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Lift Analysis
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it