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no longer writing in the third person

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

all that is to say

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

so the method has to be autonomous

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

It Will Get Lighter

like magnets

magnetisation/form

was it worth it

its good short few pages

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books