Worse Lift

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

i dont understand magnetisation

i love it here

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

what do you think my name is

we need to be deconstructing our identities

its good short few pages

you cannot feed someone truth

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

division of reality is straying away from it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

like first name

so the method has to be autonomous

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

yes

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i really havent

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its good

its performative

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now