something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i dont understand magnetisation

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

was it worth it

December 2025

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

the site i am dreaming

and the fake qualifier

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

wait what is that

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."