i have read not even 1 book

all that is to say

but really the thing should be autonomous

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

It Will Get Lighter

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

kind of mythopoesis

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

it is hopeful

i see a website

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

really i want the internet

you have a beautiful account btw

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

autonomy of learning

I am below everything.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.