all that is to say

idk

abrar?

division of reality is straying away from it

your feed looks like my tumblr

i love it here

no like which do people call me

we need to be deconstructing our identities

ahnaf abrar

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

or never left

so at the end

plato

i want to do that too

and the fake qualifier

like first name

send your tumblr

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

propensity within someone

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

is this you as well

autonomy of learning

barren land

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

its performative

magnetisation/form

and the fake qualifier

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

have you read

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

December 2025

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos