Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells
me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I
thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.
The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met
at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This
actor had scored a minor role in
Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had
gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.
Pimlico Rats
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too
specific.
It Will Get Lighter
I Write Goodbye Letter
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
Slug
Picture
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is
seen and loved but can't
act due to the fear of it being seen
and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope
that understanding it will
mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
It Will Get Lighter
that looks like my instagram account
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03