hiding from the rain

much more tactility

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Thank you, Jack

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

13, H, grate

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Worse Lift

propensity within someone

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

so the method has to be autonomous

as in

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

It Will Get Lighter

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos