division of reality is straying away from it

as in

its good short few pages

yeah

isaac newton

you cannot feed someone truth

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

not their contents

i dont understand magnetisation

and the fake qualifier

all that is to say

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them


i really havent

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

was it worth it

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

send your tumblr

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

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