so the method has to be autonomous

so at the end

what do you mean

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

It Will Get Lighter

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

It Will Get Lighter

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

idk

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

its performative

all that is to say

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

lol yea

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

IWGD

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

sorry i am texting like a slav