Lift Analysis

Better Lift

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

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I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

division of reality is straying away from it

as in

Better Lift

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Today I felt like starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

no longer writing in the third person

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

you cannot feed someone truth

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

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It Will Get Lighter

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying