magnetises a pin
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
all that is to say
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
its performative
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
so at the end
you cannot feed someone truth
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
propensity within someone
Can I see
autonomy of learning
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
as in
Lift Analysis
but really the thing should be autonomous
i see a website
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
I am below everything.
in a post. I want to be remembered