Rain, starting

Today I felt like starting

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Better Lift

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Lift Analysis

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Can I see

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

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kind of mythopoesis

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

but really the thing should be autonomous

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

It Will Get Lighter