but i respect your search

December 2025

sorry i am texting like a slav

idk

all that is to say

no i haven't really read anything

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i really havent

and the fake qualifier

I Write Goodbye Letter

division of reality is straying away from it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I am below everything.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Picture

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

yeah

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

and the fake qualifier

...

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

barren land