we want to live the knowledge too live the content
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
really i want the internet
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
we need to be deconstructing our identities
god being the centre magnet
division of reality is straying away from it
which magnetises chains of pins
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
what do you think my name is
have you read
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
abrar?
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.isaac
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
ahnaf abrar
and the fake qualifier
not their contents
propensity within someone
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
you cannot feed someone truth
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.