Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
no longer writing in the third person
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
it is hopeful
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Can I see
Lift Analysis
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
like first name
like magnets
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
we need to be deconstructing our identities
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Better Lift
your feed looks like my tumblr
hiding from the rain
i was tempted to lie about my name
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation