Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
no i haven't really read anything
yeah
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
and the fake qualifier
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
i was tempted to lie about my name
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
you have a beautiful account btw
division of reality is straying away from it
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
was it worth it
wait what is that
i dont understand magnetisation
"Put a blanket."
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
ahnaf abrar
abrar?
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
that looks like my instagram account
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak