no like which do people call me

propensity within someone

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

not their contents

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

its performative

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

in a post. I want to be remembered

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

much more tactility

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

yes

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

so at the end

you have a beautiful account btw

all that is to say

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.