Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
currently
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
it is hopeful
Thank you, Jack
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
Today I felt like starting
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
Thank you, Jack
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.