the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Lift Analysis

yes

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

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This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

not their contents

in a post. I want to be remembered

its performative

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wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

so the method has to be autonomous

13, H, grate

ahnaf abrar

like magnets

god being the centre magnet

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos