the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

god being the centre magnet

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

and the fake qualifier

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Today I felt like starting

1

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

so at the end

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

magnetisation/form

you cannot feed someone truth

so an active mazelike process

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

plato

is this you as well

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

i love it here