ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
in a post. I want to be remembered
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
you know who you are. no more time, not like
. way too specific.nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
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i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
hello reader,
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
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bro i read nothing in my life
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
December 2025
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.