the site i am dreaming

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.


currently


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Better Lift

kind of mythopoesis


hello reader,

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

but really the thing should be autonomous

2 (actually index). two is company

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged


Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.



Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life