wait what is that

so at the end

but i respect your search


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

you cannot feed someone truth

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

you have a beautiful account btw

Lift Analysis

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

really i want the internet

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

we need to be deconstructing our identities

abrar?

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

It Will Get Lighter

what do you mean

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

no longer writing in the third person

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever