part of an old note. It will get lighter.

not their contents

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

autonomy of learning

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in

so an active mazelike process

so at the end

but i respect your search

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i love it here

send link

it is hopeful

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

feel you

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17