She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

you cannot feed someone truth

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03


like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

Better Lift

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

autonomy of learning

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Today I felt like starting

It Will Get Lighter

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Can I see


Lift Analysis

you have a beautiful account btw