Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
Slug
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
It Will Get Lighter
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
so an active mazelike process
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media,
both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
2 (actually index). two is company
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist
for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the
taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because
at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
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specific.
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
