Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
in a post. I want to be remembered
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
idk
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
all that is to say
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
so at the end
its performative
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
was it worth it
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos