i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
yeah
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
its performative
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.yes
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
we need to be deconstructing our identities
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I am below everything.
like first name
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i understand
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
not their contents
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people