it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

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was it worth it

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Better Lift

Better Lift

but really the thing should be autonomous

kind of mythopoesis

bro i read nothing in my life

lol

not their contents

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Today I felt like starting

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It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

you cannot feed someone truth

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

that looks like my instagram account

idk