it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

13, H, grate

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

autonomy of learning

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

we can only engage in such a way

not their contents

division of reality is straying away from it

lol

idk

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

It's

dusk

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i have read not even 1 book

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

really i want the internet

Better Lift

magnetisation/form

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

so an active mazelike process

yes

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

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