Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

no like which do people call me

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

was it worth it

...

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i really havent

13, H, grate

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it


propensity within someone

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

its performative

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

the site i am dreaming

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

you cannot feed someone truth

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos