no longer writing in the third person

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

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IWGD

that looks like my instagram account

i want to do that too

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i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

is this you as well

send link

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

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wait what is that

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

It Will Get Lighter

hello reader,

ahnaf abrar

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

yes

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

it is hopeful

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49