i love it here

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

...

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

hello reader,

its good

wait what is that

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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kind of mythopoesis

what do you think my name is

send link

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

and the fake qualifier

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

is this you as well

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter