nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

was it worth it

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

its performative

wait what is that

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
It Will Get Lighter
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24


i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

idk

what do you think my name is

...

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

and the fake qualifier