I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

lol

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

idk

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

currently

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

barren land

i understand

magnetisation/form

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

feel you

13, H, grate

its good

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

really i want the internet

Better Lift

Style

ion

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Better Lift

or never left

but i respect your search

have you read

sorry i am texting like a slav

It Will Get Lighter

its good

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.