i want to do that too

i have read not even 1 book

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

you cannot feed someone truth

was it worth it

i was tempted to lie about my name

its good

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

isaac

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

what do you mean

autonomy of learning

not their contents

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its performative

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so the method has to be autonomous

propensity within someone

like first name

and the fake qualifier

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

2 (actually index). two is company

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

all that is to say

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

ion

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

abrar?

magnetisation/form

...

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

wait what is that

thank you

not so on: yvf(wthw)

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

I Write Goodbye Letter

Slug

December 2025