2 (actually index). two is company
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems
annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder
where it goes in the day.
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist
for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the
taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because
at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
you cannot feed someone truth
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of
interfaces and walls
sorry i am texting like a slav
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
so the method has to be autonomous
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
god being the centre magnet
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
