Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them


Rain, starting

propensity within someone

so an active mazelike process

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

It Will Get Lighter

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

so the method has to be autonomous

Worse Lift

i have read not even 1 book

i want to do that too

i love it here

your feed looks like my tumblr

in a post. I want to be remembered

send your tumblr

division of reality is straying away from it

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

isaac newton

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

magnetises a pin

no i haven't really read anything

Better Lift

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

yeah

yeah

which magnetises chains of pins

lol